Unbridled passion by Tony Rome

The window was covered in beads of fresh drops of a driving rain and obscured my vision of the surrounding landscape as I sat and wondered what this day held in store for me. Was it an adventure, was it another day of misery or was it the end of sour full memories that filled my mind with all so many forgetful thoughts. The lightning danced across the sky like a streak of fire and the thunderous boom that followed made me shiver with anxiety as I peered out into the unknown.

A new day was starting with uncertainty and the existence of my being was lost in a small corner of the world as I knew it. Stronger and more forceful the winds howled and the branches of nearby trees whipped around like uncontrollable demons that overtook all in their path. With every breath I took my heart pounded deep within me like a drum ready to burst from the anger of its blows. I settled back to anticipate what was to come next in this uncertain world that I lived in. I asked myself time and again, do I really exist or is this a drifting thought in time tormenting me in my hour of need. Once again the lightning struck and it resonated like a million crashes dominating a world that had surrendered it self to the ultimate blows of a body sacrificed. Hours had passed before the treachery of the storm subsided. Finally just as it had started the anger left the heavens and the sobriety of the outdoors once again returned to a tranquil and tolerable moment. I raised the window and peered out as the fresh washed air drifted past my nostrils and I breathed in the free world that entered my window.

As I gazed out into the freshly washed world I could feel the peaceful quiet that came forth to invite me to a new day once again. My body was swollen and my clothes were stained in the sickening brownish red blood that dried in place from a beating I had taken the night before.

As I looked down at my leg I could see a small stream of fresh red liquid traveling downward and the stinging of pain made me grimace as I attempted to remove my pants. Once removed I could see the open wound that was red and blue and felt like a thousand needles imbedded into its canyon.

As I looked at my self in a mirror I gazed at a bloody face with swollen eyes and an ear that was the size of a shattered peach after being smashed. I turned and removed my shirt and as I looked back over my shoulder I could see the numerous cuts and welts that overtook my skin.

As I grimaced in pain I knew that I needed help desperately. I stood with unsteady legs and tried to clean myself up but the pain that ravaged my body overtook me and won the battle. I passed out and woke a while later on the blood stained carpet beneath me. I knew that I had to get help before I slipped away into an uncertain dimension.

Slowly I found some clothes and with a great deal of difficulty dressed myself to search for help. I made my way to the door and opened it to peer out into a rain soaked street. Puddles of water lay scattered and the fresh fallen rain had left a smell in the air that was inviting. As I made my way into the street the pain in my body became severe with every step I took.

Unfamiliar eyes stared at me as I made my way in search for some help. Every step I took was like a thousand toothaches and my breathing began to labor. I thought to myself this was my only chance to survive.

The pain that generated from my chest was severe and each step it worsened to the point I was getting dizzy and felt like the lights were going to fade out for me. I reached the corner and stood holding on to a light post for support.

My legs began to weaken and my body begged for relief. What was I to do, won't someone please help me I thought. Suddenly a violent charge went through my body and I drifted away and fell to the ground.

When I finally awoke I was in a strange place with unfamiliar faces looking down at me. As I tried to move a voice said, you are safe now, just rest. I turned to see a white garbed man in glasses looking down at me and realized I was in a hospital bed. I asked where I was and he replied, in Walkers Hospital.

I asked how I got here. You were found on a street corner and in very much need of medical attention. I felt the pain throughout my body and asked what they did to me. He said that my lacerations required eighty eight sutures. You also have three broken ribs and two fractured ribs. What happened to you he asked? Who did this to you?

There were three men looking to collect a debt but I didn't have the money to pay them. I guess they took it from me this way! You have lost a lot of blood, you are very fortunate to be alive and had the good fortune of someone find you and get you help.

Who was this angel of mercy I asked. She left her name at the nurse station and said she would return in a day or two to see how you were. Meanwhile I want you to rest and regain your strength. You will be here with us for a while but don't worry about the bill because it is being covered by someone.

I started to feel drowsy and drifted off into a deep sleep. As I lay sleeping I suddenly felt a gentle touch on my shoulder and opened my eyes. A nurse was standing over me and said she needed to take my vitals. She looked down at me and asked how I was feeling.

I replied like a cat that was dragged through the streets on a rope behind a car. I feel pretty bad I said. She said give it time and we will have you back to your self once again. She filled my water cup and slowly left the room.

As I lay there I thought about the last twenty four hours and all the mistakes I had made. I put myself into a position that caused me nothing but grief. All I want is solitude, peace of mind, and to live a normal life. In my haste for life I made some mistakes that I am paying for.

As I thought about the events that led up to my beating I realized it was not going to stop until I satisfied the loan I had made. When I lost my job at the paper mill I got behind in my mortgage. I didn't want to lose my home and borrowed the money from a loan shark which was a very big error in my judgment. My home was safe for six months but my body was a target for the heavy weight collectors that worked for the unsavory shark.

I had to get well again and back to work. I knew that I would receive another visit if I didn't make my payment as promised. The whole world seemed to be closing in on me and I had no answers to my predicament. I had to get well and get a job quickly or realize the fate I was in for.

The only good thing to happen to me was the person who found and aided me on the street. I wondered who it was where they were from.

So many questions to find answers to.

After a couple of days of bed rest I began to feel somewhat better. My ribs were my biggest problem and very painful when I moved about. As I stood by the window in my room and looked out I heard someone ask, how are you feeling ?

I turned to see a woman in a London Fog trench coat standing there. She had a bright smile and was well groomed. I replied, I'm doing pretty well just very sore.

Yes I imagine you are sore she replied. I said my name is John, may I ask yours?

Yes my name is Helen she replied. How can I help you Helen ?

I am the woman who found you and got an ambulance to bring you here.

Oh my god, Helen I didn't know who it was that found me.

She smiled brightly and walked over to me. Thank you so very much for what you did for me I replied. You are quite welcome John, may I call you John? Of course you can, please sit.

Thank you she said and removed her coat and laid it across the foot of the bed. She asked if there was anything I needed. No not really I replied. They sewed me up and now it is just a matter of time until I mend. How can I ever thank you for what you did Helen?

It isn't necessary John, I'm sure you would do the same for me if the situation was reversed. John, who did this to you ? Embarrassed at her question I searched for an answer.

John, there is no reason to be embarrassed.

I felt like a young foolish child at that moment. I gathered my composure and told her what had happened. That is so sad she replied. Will you be able to repay them when you leave the hospital?

I have to find work first. I don't know how long they will give me to come up with the money. I didn't have anywhere to turn to so I borrowed it from them. I know it was a mistake now but didn't give it much thought at the time.

How much do you owe them John? Five thousand, I put it all on my mortgage so I would be ahead a little bit. Isn't there anyone, a friend or family you could get it from?

No Helen not really. I am pretty much alone in this world and don't have any friends to speak of.

She smiled and said, you certainly do have a friend John.

I looked at her quizzically and asked, I do?

Don't I qualify as a friend John?

My gosh yes Helen I replied.

I'd like to be your friend if you will let me John.

Thank you for being so nice Helen, but I don't know how I could ever repay you for what you did for me.

John, I'm not looking for repayment, just a friend, okay?

Sure I replied, you bet!

She laughed and said let's concentrate on you getting well and then we can figure out how to get you back on track again.

That would be nice Helen; I need to get my life in order.

She stood up and said, John I have to run now but I will be back.

I'm sorry you have to leave Helen but I appreciate your stopping by.

She put on her coat and walked over to me and said with a smile, you haven't seen the last of me John. She leaned over and kissed me on the cheek to my surprise. At that moment I felt flushed and bewildered. I looked back and said, please do come back Helen. I will she replied and walked out the door.

I thought to myself that was a remarkable woman. Where did she come from and what brought us together I asked myself.

The door opened once again and the evening meal arrived. I sat on the edge of my bed and began to eat my dinner and thought about the events of what just took place.

After dinner I laid back on my bed and tried to get past the pain of my broken and fractured ribs. Finally I got comfortable and relaxed. As I lay there the door opened and two men dressed in overcoats walked in. One spoke up and said, how you feeling John. I replied not very well and asked who they were. With a big grin on his face he replied, we work for the banker. At that moment I knew who they were. I wondered if they were sent here to collect the debt I owed. I began to tremble as they approached the bed. Take it easy John; you are safe for the time being. You got 10 days to pay John or we will be back to give you some medicine, you understand my meaning?

Yes I replied as they stared at me and smiled. Don't forget what I said John, people who forget have bad things happen to them.

I was shaking violently and was afraid of what was next. Just about that time a nurse came into the room and said she had to take my temp and blood pressure. I was never happier to see anyone as I was her at that moment.

The two guys smiled and said, see you next time John and walked out the door. I was so relieved to see them go and felt a sense of relief once again. The nurse said, my!! Your blood pressure is up a little. Are you feeling okay John? Yes I am I replied, I just got a little too excited. Is there anything I can bring you before I leave? No not really, I'm fine thank you.

The room became quiet once again and my thoughts turned to fear at the thought of what just happened. I had to find a way to pay these guys off and get them off my back. I tried to lay back and put some kind of a plan together but my brain wasn't cooperating with me.

The next morning I was feeling a little better except for the rib pain but at least I could function a little more. As I stood looking out the window I heard a door open and turned. It was Helen and she walked over with a grin and kissed me on the cheek. How are you feeling John she asked. Not too bad I replied just a little sore in the ribs. I'm sure you are she exclaimed. It sure is nice to see you again Helen. She smiled and said I told you, you would. She said how would you like something different for lunch? I said sure but that I was broke and couldn't get anything else. She laughed and said it was her treat and was going to go out and get us both some lunch. Helen, please, I really feel funny about you buying my lunch. John don't be foolish, you will buy mine when you get out of here. Okay I replied, that's a deal.

She said she was going to the deli up the street for a sandwich and asked what I would like. A ham and cheese on rye would be great I replied. Okay then that's what I will get for you. I'll be back in a jiffy she said and kissed me on the cheek again. I was beginning to enjoy that very much. It wasn't long before she returned and had a bag with our lunch in it. We both sat on the bed and rolled the table in front of us and we began to eat. It sure beat hospital food and I really enjoyed it.

The nurse walked in and asked if we would like some pop with our lunch, we both replied yes and she returned with two cans and a couple of cups. We thanked her and she left us once again. After we ate our lunch Helen asked if I would like company tonight. Company I replied, like who? Me silly, she said with a big grin. Oh sure that would be great. Okay I'll be here about six, is that okay?

Sure Helen but doesn't your husband ask where you are? John I'm not married !! Oh I just thought you were, at least you look like you ought to be. Oh John tell me something, what does a married woman look like. I only meant that as pretty as you are, surly someone must have swept you off your feet. No John I haven't had an offer that I can't refuse yet. She smiled and broke into a laughter. I smiled and was delighted to hear she wasn't married. She stopped laughing and looked at me and asked if I was feeling a little better since I was admitted. Yes I do Helen, if only my ribs weren't so sore. She smiled and said each day they will feel better John. She leaned over and cradled my face in her hands and kissed me full on the mouth. I was really surprised but happy also. We embraced for a minute or two and then stopped. John she asked, are you sorry I did that. No, not at all Helen, just a little surprised. Should I apologize she asked. No Helen not at all, it was really wonderful. I wish I was feeling better than I do.

She smiled and said in due time you will be fine. John tell me something. Sure Helen what is it you want to know? Have you worked out a plan to repay your loan? No not yet Helen I replied. They paid me a visit here last night. She had a look of surprise on her face and I could see she was concerned. John what did they say to you? They told me I had ten days to pay. If you don't then what John? Not more of the same John Tell me they are not going to hurt you again! Helen please don't worry, some how I will work this out. I have to be discharged first before I can do anything. John listen to me, I have a savings account and I can help you! Helen I could never take that kind of money from you. John it will be a loan and you can repay it over time. Helen I am sorry but it is out of the question. Please think about it John, don't be so hasty to say no. Promise me you will consider it, okay? Okay Helen I promise. Thank you John she replied and leaned over and kissed me hard full on the mouth. She was a very passionate woman and a very beautiful one also. I was so grateful she came into my life and so sorry that I had so many problems to burden her with. John she said, we will work this out together. Helen do you really want there to be a you and me together? Yes John she replied and nestled next to me. Helen you are a wonderful woman and deserve so much better than I. John, I know what is right for me and I have found it in you. Together we can solve the problem and then go forward with our lives. Is that what you really want Helen? Yes John, very much so let's give it a try! Yes Helen let's do that, I am ready for a happier life and tired of being alone. We embraced for a long time and finally the speaker announced visiting hours were over. We kissed good night in a long and passionate kiss and bid each other good night.

After Helen left I laid there awake for hours just thinking about her and wondering just what brought us together in my time of need. What ever it was I was feeling contented and grateful for such a wonderful woman to come into my life. The next morning I woke up rather early to the sounds of nurses taking temps and delivering meds to all the patients. My nurse arrived shortly after and said today was the day that my doctor would be in to look at my sutures and check me over once again. It wasn't long afterwards that the breakfast wagon arrived and I was brought in a tray of eggs toast coffee and juice. I noticed that my ribs although very sore were not quite as bad to tolerate this morning. Each day that passed I was feeling better and stronger. About 8:30 my doctor arrived and shook my hand. How are you feeling John he asked. I feel much better to tell you the truth. Good he replied and said let me have a look at you. He started to apply pressure to my rib cage and asked how they were doing. I said they are still pretty sore but better. Good exclaimed, they will improve over time. Let's take a look at all the sutures. He methodically started to unwrap the bandages and stopped to summon s a nurse for assistance. Soon a nurse entered the room and he had her remove the wrappings and he started to examine the stitches. John he said, a lot of these are ready to be taken out. Do you feel up to it he asked. Sure doc, go ahead! One by one he cut and removed the strands of stitches, It was a little sore but otherwise tolerable. After about 50 of them were taken out he stopped and said, let's leave the rest until this afternoon and then I will return to remove them. It will give you a chance to relax and get over what I just took out. I said okay doc that sounds good to me. He smiled and said I will see you later and left. The nurse began to clean the areas he worked on and applied an antibiotic to them. After she had finished she dressed them with some fresh bandages and said if I needed anything just ring for her. Thank you I said and she left the room. As I laid there I wondered what Helen was doing and was looking forward to seeing her again. Time passed rather slowly and I was getting bored with being in here for such a long time. I decided to ask the doctor when he might release me. At lunch time my tray was brought in and I settled into another bland meal. Today it was meatloaf, mashed potato, peas, corn. with a slice of bread and some butter. The best part of the meal was the cup of coffee I ordered. I finished my lunch and just lay there looking out the window. About 1:45 the doctor looked in the door and asked if I wanted to get the rest of my stitches removed. I replied let's do it doc. He said okay I will be right back. About ten minutes later he returned with a nurse and they began removing the rest of the bandages. He said they looked real good and were ready to come out now. I could feel the sting as each one was removed but was relieved they were coming out. He said the wounds closed up good and should heal quite nicely. He asked me if they ever caught the guys that did this to me. I reluctantly said no not yet. I was feeling flushed and not prepared for that question. Well let's hope they get them. They did a pretty thorough job on you John. You are very fortunate it didn't turn out any worse.

Doctor I said, when do you think I can go home? He stood there for a moment and replied, if you don't run a temp and feel all right by tomorrow evening I will let you go home the next day. Okay doc, thanks a lot. Have a good day he replied and left the room. The nurse finished redressing my wounds and soon left shortly after. I got up out of the bed and it felt real good. I didn't have the stitches pulling anymore and my ribs were sure getting better also. I grabbed the robe they gave me and put it on, and sat in the chair. I reached up and felt my face and realized I hadn't shaved in 5 or 6 days. I went over to the supplies they gave me and grabbed the razor and some soap. After I lathered real well I shaved and felt a lot better and sure as hell looked better too. As I was putting everything away I felt lips on my neck and turned to see Helen with a grin on her face. She put her arms around me gently and we kissed for such a long, long time. She told me she missed me and I said the same. She asked how I was feeling and I told her great and that I might be getting out the day after tomorrow. She got real excited and said, John I have a surprise for you. I said what's that Helen? When you get out how about coming to stay at my house with me, It is quiet there and no one will know where you are. I thought for a minute and asked, do you really want me there I asked. You bet I do she replied. Besides I can take care of you there the way I would like to and winked and smiled. Helen that sounds great. You have no idea she said and kissed me real hard. when our lips parted she said to me, I'm going to make you very happy in so many ways honey. We kissed again and I felt like I was on top of the world. We sat and talked for quite a while and said she was so glad I was feeling better. She said I noticed you are walking rather well too. Yes I replied I am really feeling good. I see you shaved too, your face is smooth now. I took her in my arms and held her and kissed her over and over again. As we held each other she told me she wanted me very badly. I want you also Helen but I guess we just have to wait for the right moment and place. John I am so happy we found each other. I have been so very lonely. I feel the same way Helen, this is so very wonderful. John she said, I can't wait, I want you now! Helen we can't I exclaimed. Yes we can she said. Let's go into the bathroom and lock the door. Oh god Helen, do you think we should? Yes she said as she took my hand and led me into the bathroom.

Once inside she locked the door kissed me and smiled and said now we are alone honey. She turned her back to me and raised her skirt. She wasn't wearing any underwear and bent over the sink. I approached her from behind and held her hips as I thrust my manhood deep inside her like a savage hungry beast and she moaned as I continued my attack on her body. It was wild and so very beautiful. In a matter of minutes we both climaxed. That was so very good, more than I expected she whispered. She looked at me and smiled with satisfaction in her eyes and exclaimed thank you John. She cleaned herself up and then me. She looked at me and said, Honey this is only the beginning and smiled. We kissed for a while and then we went back into the room. I couldn't believe what happened but felt like a million dollars. Helen said she felt wonderful and was looking forward to my coming home. I told her I couldn't believe we got away with it in of all places the hospital bathroom. She giggled and said it was daring and fun. She asked me if it was worth the risk and I replied, Oh Yes, a hundred times worth the risk. She smiled and kissed me once again. We sat for a long while and talked and I told her I had the stitches removed today and she was elated. She asked how I felt and I said after what just happened, just wonderful. She smiled and replied, me too! We sat and talked about my leaving the hospital and discussed a possible living arrangement also.

Helen said if I lived with her I could rent my house and have a little extra income depending on how much I rented it for. There was a lot to think about and right now I was just looking forward to getting out once again and trying to resolve my debt problems. It wasn't long before a nurse came in and asked how I was feeling. Fine I replied and asked if she could get another tray brought in for Helen at dinnertime. She said she didn't see any reason why not and would call down for one. I told Helen the food wasn't the greatest but it was passable. She smiled and said, stop worrying about it, it will be fine. Helen was truly a remarkable woman who always dressed nice and was well groomed. Her smile was bright and cheerful and she had a great sense of humor also. As I looked at her I found it so remarkable that we met under the circumstances that we did. I was happier than I had been in quite some time. Helen got up and walked over to the small table in the corner by the door. When she had arrived she had a package with her and placed it on the table when she came in. She picked up the package and came over to me and smiled. Honey, these are for you from me. I looked at her puzzled and said what is this. She said why not open it and find out. I took the package and began to unwrap it. After removing the outer wrapper I opened up the box and there inside was a new shirt and beneath it a pair of slacks. Helen I asked, why did you do this? John, the clothes you came in with were torn and bloody and you needed something fresh to wear when you leave to go home. Helen I don't know what to say!

Smiling she leaned over and kissed me and said, there is nothing to say honey, just be happy. I am happy Helen, very much so but you shouldn't have done this. Hush honey and wear them in good health. I took her in my arms and felt the warmth of her body and the caring in her arms. Thanks honey, it was very sweet of you. You're welcome honey and besides, you will pay dearly for them when we are home alone and away from the rest of the world. She smiled and laughed and I replied, that's a deal honey. Just then the girl came in with our dinner trays and we settled in to a non-gourmet meal. It really wasn't too bad and we managed to eat everything in spite of it's unappetizing look. We sat and drank our coffee and discussed my getting out. She told me where she lived and it wasn't far from my house. She said she had lived there for 14 years and did most of the work on it herself. She said it will be nice to have a man there to make it complete. As we talked the nurse came in and said the doctor had left orders for me not to do any lifting for a while to allow my ribs to heal. Helen spoke up and said, don't worry I am going to pamper him until he is well again. The nurse looked at me and said it sounds like you have a good woman there. I looked at Helen and then back at the nurse and replied, behind every man there has to be a good woman. They both grinned and the nurse retreated out the door. Helen said when we get home we need to sit and discuss the problem that got you in here to start with. We will Helen. Promise she said, Yes I promise I replied. Good and she gave me a kiss of approval. It was getting late and I could see Helen was getting tired. I said why not go home honey and get some sleep. You can come up tomorrow and spend sometime if you want to. What do you mean IF I WANT TO ?

She grinned and said yes I am tired so I guess I will go but I will be back in the morning honey. Do you need anything John, I'll bring it tomorrow if you do. Just one thing I replied. What's that, tell me she asked. Just you I replied, that is what I need. She came over to me and said guess what, you already have me. We kissed good night and she left for home. The room grew quiet but her perfume lingered there for a long while. The next morning I woke up about 6:00 to the sound of voices in the hallway. A hospital is not the place to get any sleep when you are ill.

I could hear the breakfast cart coming up the hall way and knew it wouldn't be long before mine arrived. I went in the bathroom and washed up and combed my hair. As I came out the door the nurse was standing there with a pill for me to take. She asked how I was feeling and I replied quite well thanks. Good John, I hear if all is well today you will be leaving in the morning. Yes that is what the doctor told me yesterday. Your breakfast will be in shortly John. Thank you and have a good day I replied. I sat on the bed and pulled my tray stand over my legs to await my breakfast. A few minutes later my tray was brought in and I settled down to my breakfast. I had a bowl of cereal, milk, eggs and toast, coffee and a container of juice. I finished up breakfast and settled back to enjoy my cup of coffee. As I sat there I thought about yesterday and Helen and I going into the bathroom. It was rather funny in a way, like two kids sneaking around and not getting caught. I smiled to myself and sipped a little more coffee. As the morning progressed I wondered what time Helen would arrive. She has been so wonderful through all this and is more than I could ever expect in a woman. I put my cup down and walked over to the window and looked down at the parking lot below. As I peered down I saw a familiar face, it was Helen walking across the parking lot. Her blond hair gently bobbing as she walked toward the building. I walked over to the doorway to watch the elevators as the passengers got off.

A few minutes later she stepped out of the elevator and had a grin on her face when she saw me.

She looked at me with devilment in her eyes and said fine now that we are together. I squeezed and kissed her once again and we sat down. She told me she had a hard time sleeping last night. Are you feeling okay I asked. Yes silly, I'm just a little hung over from our escapade yesterday and she laughed. I need a cup of coffee she said and I said hold on I can get you some. I rang the call button and asked for another cup of coffee. It wasn't long a floor girl brought in a cup of coffee. Thank you so very much I said. She smiled and left. Do you need any more cream Helen, there is some left in the container I ordered. No honey this is just right. Are you all right Helen. She looked at me and smiled, yes I ‘m fine. By the way what kind of a pillow do you like, firm or soft ? I prefer a firm one why? I have some pillows in my closet and I want to put one on our bed that you will like honey. I looked at her and smiled. She said what's funny? Nothing I replied I was just thinking of how thoughtful you are that's all. She grinned and replied, I have to take good care of you from now on. I'll tell you what honey, we'll take care of one another. She grinned and snuggled next to me. John do they have to do anything special to you today, you know with your wounds Not that I'm aware of other than maybe redressing them. Okay and if there is anything that I need to know when we get home I can find out from the nurse. All the stitches are out so that is done. We just have to keep everything clean so there won't be any infection. Find out if you can get in a shower or is it too soon. I'll ask my doctor when he comes in today. How long can you stay honey I asked. How long do you want me to stay John? I grabbed her and replied, always! She laughed and said I have the whole day to be with you. That's great Helen, you can speak with the doctor when he comes in.

Are you sure you want me here when he arrives ? Of course honey, I want you next to me when he looks me over. She looked at me with those big blue eyes and said, you make me feel so special John. That's because you are special honey. As we talked the charge nurse came in and said it is time to remove the gauze and let the air dry out the wounds until the doctor arrived. Helen stepped back and the nurse pulled the curtain around the three of us. She began to unravel the bandages one by one to expose the suture sites which looked worse than they felt. Helen's eyes got big and a tear fell down her cheek. Honey, I said, I'm okay, really I am. The nurse assured her that I had healed up quite well and there was no infection anywhere. John I am going to leave the curtain pulled for your privacy and I will return a little later. Thank you I said and she left the room.

I reached out to Helen and said I'm really fine and they look bad but I feel good. She managed a grin and said thank goodness because I got scared when I saw them. As time goes by a good portion of the mess will disappear and they will look a lot better. You are going to have to help me with them especially the ones on my back. I will honey she replied, I promise I will. I know honey. After an hour or so the doctor arrived and looked over my wounds and said to Helen, when you get him home I want you to wash his wounds with warm soapy water at least twice a day. Just pat the wound sites, no rubbing. I understand she replied. By the way doctor can John take a shower now or must he wait? Well I don't see any reason why he can't other than being unstable on his feet. If he has assistance it will be fine to shower. Thank you doctor she replied and a glow filled her face. You can go home tomorrow morning John. I will write you a prescription for something to take the pain away. Thanks doctor I appreciate all you have done. Stay well I don't want to see you here anymore and he left the room.

When he left the room Helen came over to me and gently held me and kissed me for the longest time. Are you okay Helen yes John I am fine and guess what ? What I replied. We will be showering together. We both laughed and knew where this was going. we spent the rest of the day making plans and moving my clothes over to Helen's house. There was a lot to do but we decided to do a little each day until we were finished. As the day went on we watched a little TV and talked about so many different things.

She said since it was my last evening in the hospital she wanted to go out and get our dinner for us. What are you hungry for I asked and she looked at me and said, John, do you really want to know and grinned I said let me rephrase that question, what kind of food do you feel like having for dinner. She smiled and then pouted and said how about some Mexican tonight? I said that sounded good. There was a Mexican restaurant 1 block down from the hospital that had some great food. Helen said John is there anything special or would you like a combination plate ? That will be fine Helen, that sounds good. I'll be right back honey and she gave me a kiss as she went out the door.

About 25 minutes later she was back with our dinner. There were re fried beans , enchiladas, tacos, tostados ! it was quite a meal. I got us something to drink from the floor nurse and we settled in to our meal. When we finished we both were stuffed but content. I was a great meal and I really enjoyed it. Helen looked at me and smiled. I said what's up honey ! She replied it is a good thing I am stuffed or I would attack you again tonight. We both broke out laughing and we were glad we ate as well as we did because getting away with what we did a second time wouldn't be that easy. Helen kissed me and said, tomorrow night you will be sleeping in my bed next to me honey. Yes honey I will and I look forward to us being together.

We held each other for a long time and kissed with a fire in our hearts. Nothing can replace real happiness. Helen gathered up the paper plates and containers and got rid of them . She looked at me and said I'm glad you enjoyed the meal honey. Very much so I replied, it was great. I thought about the shirt and pants Helen bought for me and realized I would be wearing them home tomorrow. John she said, do you have socks and underwear here ? I don't know Helen, can you look in the closet. She opened the door and exclaimed you don't have any here. I will stop in the morning before I come up and I will get you some socks and briefs. Thanks honey, I appreciate it. No problem honey I'll get them before I come here. I guess what I had on were full of blood and they tossed them. Helen said we will start off with new honey and smiled at me. I held out my arms and she filled them with her warmth and tenderness. It wasn't long before they announced visiting hour had ended. We kissed good night and I said tomorrow night we will be together for good. She smiled and said I will see you in the morning after I stop at the store honey. I watched her as she stepped on the elevator and left for the night. I looked out the window and watched as she walked across the parking lot and then drove off into the night.

I went back to the bed and sat to think for a while. Reality was starting to set in. The goons would be coming back to collect their money. I was safe as long as I didn't go near my house. I only had a couple more days until they were due to collect. I had to make the best of the time and yet had to keep Helen safe at the same time. Helen and I will have to create a plan of sorts and try to stay clear of these guys until I can get some money to pay my debt. I was feeling pretty tired and the day was coming to an end. I lay myself down in bed and soon fell off to sleep.

The next morning I woke up early and was feeling so very good just knowing I was going home. I waited for breakfast to arrive and then the arrival of Helen. I couldn't dress until I got my underwear and socks. It wasn't long and the breakfast cart arrived and they brought me my tray. As I ate my eggs and toast I thought about how great it would be to go outdoors and breath in the fresh air. After I finished my eggs I opened my box of cereal and poured in some milk. Topped it off with sugar and dug in. I poured a little milk in my coffee and sipped as I ate my cereal. As I drank my coffee the floor nurse came in and said this your day to go home isn't it John. Yes I replied and I am looking forward to it. I bet you are she replied and left the room. As I drank my coffee I walked over to the window and looked down at the parking lot. I didn't see Helen yet so I assumed she was at the store getting my socks and underwear. I stood there staring at the parking area and someone tapped me on the shoulder. I turned and it was Helen standing there with a grin. Hi honey I said, where did you park ? Out front honey. That's the way you will be leaving. Oh yes I replied, I forgot about that. I kissed her hello and she handed me a bag. Here you are honey some underwear and socks. Thanks honey I replied. She asked if I was going to take a shower and I replied yes. She said okay honey the doctor said as long as you are assisted it would be fine. I headed for the bathroom and Helen followed me in and locked the door. I said you are going to shower too aren't you ? Not unless you want me to honey she replied. I undressed and stood in the shower and let the warm water flow over my body. As I stood there Helen smiled and said She liked what she saw and began to laugh. Helen wait till we get home okay honey. Oh okay she replied if you insist. I slipped into a pair of powder blue underwear. Helen finished patting my back dry and I pulled on my pants. I put on my socks and she handed me the shirt. I slipped it on and buttoned it up.

I slipped into my loafers and I was ready for my discharge. Helen emptied my stand and put everything in a large plastic bag. All we had to do now was wait for someone to roll me down stairs to freedom. It wasn't long after and a young man came to say he would take me downstairs. I got in the wheelchair and Helen walked along side me as we headed down to the front door. When we got to the front lot Helen went and got the car and soon I was getting in and saying farewell to the Hospital. As we left the parking lot she looked over at me and smiled. She told me she was as happy as a kid in a candy store. I am too I replied and it was good to go home. We held hands on the way and soon we arrived at her house. As we entered her front door she stood to the side and said go in honey. I walked in and there in front of me was a large banner that said welcome home Honey. I grabbed Helen and we embraced for a very long time. Its good to have you home John. Its good to be here Helen, you have no idea how good it really feels. Helen took my hand and led me to the sofa. She said sit and relax honey. We both sat down and held one another for what seemed like an hour. Helen looked at me and said, we have to decide what to do about those men who beat you honey. I know I replied. I have to find a job first. John you are able to work right now and even if you could you would not be able to pay them what you owe them.

The stark reality of her words was so true, what was I going to do I thought ! John listen to me please, I have a retirement fund that I draw from as well as a 401k plan. Let's get the money out and pay them so we are done with it. Helen I feel rather less than a man doing something like that. John if we are going to be together we will have to work together and share together regardless of what it is. What I have is yours John and if you feel the same we can work it out. I'll tell you what Honey, my house will be paid off next year. How about we get some papers drawn up that entitle you to half ownership once it is paid off. John, whatever it takes let's do it. Helen said she would go to the bank in the morning and withdraw the funds. I asked her if we could go to the courthouse and have the paperwork for entitlement drawn up at the same time. She smiled and said, what ever you would like to do John but it is not necessary. Helen I would feel better about it really. Okay honey she replied. Helen stood up and held out her hand to me. I took it in mine and stood up. She said come with me honey. We walked down the hall and entered her bedroom. There was a king size bed with 2 nightstands and a large dresser.

In the far corner was a walk in closet and another door led into the bathroom. She looked at me and said this is where we will express our love for one another John. I took her in my arms and kissed her passionately. She looked at me and said, John please take me now please. I couldn't resist her and we began to undress. She removed her blouse and exposed a black lace bra filled with firm breasts that appeared to be bursting out of their confinement. She let her skirt fall to the floor and she was wearing a black lace thong that accented her thighs. I was out of my clothes and down to my underwear. She dropped to her knees and pulled my underwear down and I stepped out of them.

As I stood there I became aroused and erect. She gazed at me and said how beautiful it looked. I pulled her up to me and undid her bra and it fell to the floor I slid her thong down over her hips and it too fell silently to the floor. She took my hand and we got into bed and groped one another in a hundred different ways. She looked at me and said John you can have whatever you want darling. I let my lips encircle her nipples and suckled the beautiful firm delights I had found. She reached down and took me in her hand and whispered softly, John give this to me now please give this to me honey. I straddled her body and she spread her legs and guided me into her temple. As I entered her she writhed with delight and the passion began to build. Oh John she cried out please don't stop please don't. I continued to thrust my self deep inside of her and suddenly she cried out in passion now John Now. At that moment I knew she was ready and I exploded within her and felt her writhing with a passion so very hot. She wrapped her legs around my back and said give it all to me John. I drove one final time and we climaxed together which seemed to last an eternity. --

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